Post by Luna on Jun 24, 2005 6:39:10 GMT -8
Okay. This is my very sad tale which I have to write down because right now I feel like Sh**. (Pardon my french.) I had a friend and we went to the same church. My mom worked there as choir director and some not noice or true things were said about her. Like, Don't go to her house for movie night cause she'll use you as babysitter while she goes to strip bars. HA! My mom is such a christian that she earned the nickname Angel.
Well we left the church, but my friend And I kept in touch through email. Suddenly, she stopped. I called her and she said that my email was blocking her. I don't know if she was telling the truth. It is a year later and I have a new email address. I tried to email her, but she didn't respond. Then, I remembered that she had a website. It was a proboard. (Untill just recently i didn't know what it was!) I became a member for like 2 days then she banned me. When ever I try to call her to find out why she hates me, she not available. I know her grandmother hasn't ever liked me so I don't know if My friend is mad at me because of the things said about my mom or anything else.
The reason I am trying so hard to salvage this friendship is because she's the closest thing to a real friend that I 've ever had. I have a ton of people who say they are my friend, but really i am just a person whose name they know. They didn't talk to me in a real conversation like My Friend. She made me feel a happiness that no one has ever given me. I don't have any close friends, but I know that if I still had the chance for her to forgive me for whatever I did, then I might actually have someone who understands me. She's the funniest, nicest person I've ever met. or at least she was. I don't know if my eagerness to be friends is coming off as an annoyance, but if it is then she shouldn't be bugged. I just want her to know that she made me happy and that I am sorry...... I don't know what to do now because I fell sick to my stomache everytime I think about what a great friendship we could of had. She couldn't find it in her heart to hear me out, so I guess she isn't the same girl I thought she was. I know this will sound really weird, but I kinda love her as I would a sister. I hope that there is someone out there that can make me feel happiness again. So now that my crappy broken friendship story had been told, can anyone give me advice? I so wish that she still thought of me as a friend. Though now, I doubt that she ever did. I was probably just an annoying girl that went to her church and she had no one else to talk to. Advice
Well we left the church, but my friend And I kept in touch through email. Suddenly, she stopped. I called her and she said that my email was blocking her. I don't know if she was telling the truth. It is a year later and I have a new email address. I tried to email her, but she didn't respond. Then, I remembered that she had a website. It was a proboard. (Untill just recently i didn't know what it was!) I became a member for like 2 days then she banned me. When ever I try to call her to find out why she hates me, she not available. I know her grandmother hasn't ever liked me so I don't know if My friend is mad at me because of the things said about my mom or anything else.
The reason I am trying so hard to salvage this friendship is because she's the closest thing to a real friend that I 've ever had. I have a ton of people who say they are my friend, but really i am just a person whose name they know. They didn't talk to me in a real conversation like My Friend. She made me feel a happiness that no one has ever given me. I don't have any close friends, but I know that if I still had the chance for her to forgive me for whatever I did, then I might actually have someone who understands me. She's the funniest, nicest person I've ever met. or at least she was. I don't know if my eagerness to be friends is coming off as an annoyance, but if it is then she shouldn't be bugged. I just want her to know that she made me happy and that I am sorry...... I don't know what to do now because I fell sick to my stomache everytime I think about what a great friendship we could of had. She couldn't find it in her heart to hear me out, so I guess she isn't the same girl I thought she was. I know this will sound really weird, but I kinda love her as I would a sister. I hope that there is someone out there that can make me feel happiness again. So now that my crappy broken friendship story had been told, can anyone give me advice? I so wish that she still thought of me as a friend. Though now, I doubt that she ever did. I was probably just an annoying girl that went to her church and she had no one else to talk to. Advice
Thanx1
anyways i hope all goes well with your predicament 
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