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Post by Teg on Oct 10, 2016 16:26:07 GMT -8
To start with, I came back from Vacation at Disney last Saturday. A few weeks prior I started having issues with anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. Yes, me, the social butterfly. I was fine through the week until that Wednesday and then I'd have to cut my days short because of anxiety and panic attacks. Not a fun way to spend a vacation. Needless to say, the in-laws paid for everything which was amazing of them. Then, this past Monday, my husband goes into work. He's fired when he gets there. We literally had just spent the money we had on the mortgage. By Tuesday, the transmission started messing up on the only car we had. Wednesday, I had an appointment at the doctor's to address a heart issue and realized my husband had my ID and my debit card was missing, so absolutely no way to take care of any of those bills. Then, Thursday, I get a phone call from my cousin letting me know that my three-year-old and nine-year-old cousins were injured in a drive-by shooting in West Cleveland, OH. Now, I've learned over the years not to say "Things can't get any worse," because I know that they can. But, damn it... enough is enough. I need some good in my life right now... Azy made me smile today just by being there for me and surprising me with an amazing T-Shirt for coders. That was pretty neat, but I still just feel eh. It's one of those #FML weeks for me and I don't see things getting better anytime soon. End of Rant, thanks for reading.
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Post by Azy on Oct 10, 2016 16:36:45 GMT -8
Aww I love making you smile, because I love YOU! You're my closest and dearest friend, and I'm always always here for you. I've had depression in the past, very badly. I had to give up work after my health tanked, and ended up falling out of touch with basically everyone I knew at work. I ended up shutting myself away at home, not answering the door or the phone, not wanting to talk to anyone, all the time thinking I just wanted some time along, and I was "fine" Then hospital, and kidney failure, and almost dying, and losing my home. It's been a crazy messing journey, but every time I bounced back, I was stronger. So now I'm here for you, to help YOU through all this crap
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